Rollin' Rollin' Rollin'....keep those doggies rollin...
Sorry, just the song wandering around in my head when I woke up this morning. Do all of you have music in your head the first thing in the morning? I do, each and every day. In fact, I have a full blown stereo going back there, 24/7/365. Is it that way for everyone? Sometimes, I tune in to what's playing back there, and I wonder "where the HELL did that song come from?"
A quick update on CrazyDog---doggy xanax does NOT seem to be working. H says it will take time, I say bull puckey...a tranquilizer either works or it doesn't. She fights the sleep when we did give her the full pill at once, walked the circle pattern of our downstairs until I thought I would lose it, although she did stagger and her little curly tail hung down and I couldn't stand that, ahhhh....damn. We still have her on half a pill in the morning and a half at night, and there is virtually no change, she is still as crazy as she ever was, only maybe a little more URGENT about it now.
OS (oldest son) came by and visited yesterday and will be back on Sunday to help H put up the Christmas tree and all the decorations. He said that he didn't care one way or another if the tree was there or not, but he know that it mattered to me, and he didn't want to hear about it when I protested. He said he hoped it would help me not be so sad. Of course, I cried. The funny thing is, he is the scroogiest child I have. :)
I got a huge amount of work done yesterday from home. It really helps not to have to fight to get out, and use my energy in that damned chair. I was completely worn out by 2:30 but still, I felt pretty good about it. I am surprised at my lack of strength and wonder if it is completely from NOT doing any thing, how sad is that?
I dreamed I was walking somewhere, I have no idea where. But it was so beautiful there- and I was so ABLE to walk---it was so wonderful. There was lots of green, and a waterfall, and I don't remember being there before, but it felt so good. I think I was by myself, and it was peaceful. Until I heard this motor start running, and then I woke up and realized I had a two ton kitty on my chest, who thought I was late waking up and getting him his morning treats. :)
Have a good day!