Friday, November 14, 2008

What I can't say

If spilling my guts (as it were), weren't so hard for me to do...then I would tell you all that I am having one of the worst weeks of my life. One of the most difficult, I can't seem to find God anywhere, I'm lost and can't seem to find myself weeks. But...I am not that kind, so I cannot tell you all that.

I can tell you that I have hurt my back somehow and it's really kicking my butt. There is a muscle low in my ribs that is killing me on my side and in my back and no matter what I do, I cannot get comfortable. Walking very far is out of the question, laying down doesn't work, sitting hurts, and heaven help me if I hiccup! This started on Monday night, and I have no idea what I might have done to it.

It's Friday once again. Wasn't it just Friday, like a couple of days ago? I think senility might be setting in.

Have a happy weekend. :)

9 comments:

Cheryl said...

Fridays seem to come right after Mondays.

Can you see a doctor? Constant pain calls out for help. I'm so sorry, and this isn't pity. I wish I could be there, in person, for you.

Portia said...

Oh my, Jamie. No one can fault you for feeling the way you do right now. I hope the pain lets up and you get some good rest. Prayers for Janelle and the baby. Hugs to you.

Amanda said...

Ow, ow, Ow.

(((((((Jamie))))))

At least it's Friday.

Just Me said...

OH, I am SO sorry. I feel your pain!! Really. I am in a bad way right now too but mine was self inflicted, sort of. I was already hurting bad and then I went for a two hour ride on a quad. Not much relief after that. I sure hope you find out what is causing your pain and can find something to make you feel better. Take it easy.

Andrew said...

I'm thinking of you. I wish I could wave some magic wand for you, me, and Soul and fix everything. I wish I could cheer you up with my flowery prose. Know that you are on my heart and mind.

SOUL said...

awww -- isn't andrew a sweetie.

hi andrew!

i do hope you can see a dr soon and hopefully get some answers and relief. oh the saga.

really tho-- this year is almost over-- the next-- just HAS to be better.

we have both been on a constant run of BS this entire year i think.
it can ONLY get better.
so hang in there my friend..

and i hope you have a real good day!
you know i think of you lots

ox

Summer said...

I hope today is better for you.

ac said...

Hope you feel better soon. Thinking of you today. Hugs. ac

Golden To Silver Val said...

I think STRESS happened to you. Stress makes the muscles tighten up, which isn't good on the back. If you can, have some drinks and try and relax a little.
I know about the conflicts with Him right now....I had them too. All I kept thinking was...it wasn't fair and it wasn't right. Don't worry...your faith will restore in due time and God certainly does understand.....honest.
Sending hugs and lots of love your way.