Monday, April 14, 2008

Grrr....

So today, I'm feeling pretty poopy. I am a nervous wreck and listening to CrazyDog bark at this moment (outside) is about to cause me to run away. However, last night was a normal night, everyone slept. And for that alone, you would think that I would feel better. But it's Monday morning once again, and I have no job to go to. I am seriously thinking that I am going to get an offer or two this week, I have had a couple of really good interviews and still have two to go, but the waiting is getting to me. IT IS GETTING TO ME. And to Mark. Because he and I pretty much hate one another at this juncture. Grrrrr...

But on to other things. I had the BEST day yesterday, with my kids. Janelle did make it here, and I was very happy to see her, however, I'm not so sure the feelings were returned, she was here for awhile, but clearly unhappy. I assume that meant unhappy to be here, but I guess you never know. I did try several times to talk with her, to no avail. But having Craig and Jordy and Steph was also wonderful, and I thoroughly enjoyed myself. Jordy and Steph were her until nine last night, they were doing their laundry...it was just an awesome day. All of us took a walk down memory lane, looking at old photos, and school papers and we all laughed alot...digging out old things really brings a family closer, you know? My mom was unable to be here, and that made me sad. She was having a really bad day. I worry.

So today, I'm here, doing what I do best, submitting resumes. And submitting the federal and state taxes, have I mentioned that I hate the IRS? And looking for xanax...good heavens. Out.

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

mrs jamie you stop it! nelle loves you and was happy to be with her family but still stressing a whole bunch about what she cant control and that upsets her. Much like you see doesnt want to make her problems anyone elses and it just eats at her. She loves you and yesterday was great for her to :) so you dont worry your pretty little self! I love you have a super day and make it stressless just relax :) LOVE GF

ac said...

What anonymous said.

Glad you had a great day with your family. :-}

Foster Communications said...

Well it sounds like you had a good day yesterday.

(And I'm right there with you on the IRS!)

I hope your day improved!

SOUL: said...

i'm glad to hear that yesterday was good . and good for you. :))

hoping today turns out better than it started..

oxox

Golden To Silver Val said...

Just keep thinking....no more snow...no more snow
And all of a sudden...the day is brighter and you can actually FEEL a smile coming on.....or not.
LOL...
Have a good day, even if it IS Monday. You'll be back at work soon enough...enjoy this time off while you can woman!
Hugs. Charlotte

Cheryl said...

Soon these workless days will be just a memory and you'll miss them. Well, maybe. I hope this is the week for you!

Kelly Jene said...

I'm so glad yesterday was good. Let that carry you thru the week. I sure hope the dream job drops in soon!

Rebecca said...

Glad Janelle made it! But she may not have been unhappy with you, per se. She might have had to deal with her man regarding coming to see you.

It is wonderful to sometimes get out the old photos and school papers. I'm smiling just THINKING about it!

Hope you get some calls soon, and crazy dog is quiet :)

Portia said...

I'm really sorry about all the things that are quite understandably fraying your nerves. But gotta say, the time spent together with the family sounds like it was just awesome, and one that you guys will hold close forever.
Prayers going out to your Mom <3