I'm feeling pretty piss-assy this morning, most of which is directly related to physical pain. My damned back is killing me, it kept me awake alot. There is going to be no choice, surgery will certainly be in my near future. I cannot tell you how tired I am of it. The pain, the meds, the alteration of my life so that I can take it easy on my body. Gah. I don't see my doc until next month, and I can make it 'til then---and I am NOT looking forward to having a cage put in my spine. Holeee crap. If I am not careful, I will end up disabled, hell - I could, careful or not. This is not the way I envisioned my life, and I refuse to give in to it.
Sorry, I know how negative I sound...and if I keep on talking, it will get no better. So, Happy Tuesday to each of you. Catch you on the flip-flop.