Today hasn't been as hard for me, perhaps it is because I am learning what I am doing, perhaps it's due to the sleep that I have been getting. You can ask Soul, I am not waking at four am these days! Most likely, it's a little of both. I am learning, although slower than I like or expected. But learning is the idea, and I can say I am. So, I feel like I am going to make it. There are so many steps involved in learning this new job of mine, and they all work together perfectly, it's just really difficult to get it all put together quickly. There is a reason that the training takes two long weeks---and I have to admit, they know what they are doing. I have passed all tests and exams, apparently with some grace and ease, as I have not been "counseled" yet. And there are a couple of people that have. I am seriously looking forward to getting into my center and putting to use what I have learned, and also continuing my learning. And to getting to do my job. I have never been good at all with not knowing what I am doing, and I know that we all say that and mean it, but I seriously struggle with not knowing what to do next. So, I assume that I will feel alot better in a couple of weeks.
I have to thank each of you, without the encouragement that you all provide, I really don't know where I would be. It amazes me every day when I read my comments. How lucky I am to have my own personal cheering section - and you can all bet that I am on your side, too.
I wish each of you the best possible Wednesday ever, or hump day...what ever you want to call it. I'm off to the books once again, and then to the dreams.....I'll catch you back here tomorrow! :)