Tuesday, May 20, 2008

I think I can.

Today hasn't been as hard for me, perhaps it is because I am learning what I am doing, perhaps it's due to the sleep that I have been getting. You can ask Soul, I am not waking at four am these days! Most likely, it's a little of both. I am learning, although slower than I like or expected. But learning is the idea, and I can say I am. So, I feel like I am going to make it. There are so many steps involved in learning this new job of mine, and they all work together perfectly, it's just really difficult to get it all put together quickly. There is a reason that the training takes two long weeks---and I have to admit, they know what they are doing. I have passed all tests and exams, apparently with some grace and ease, as I have not been "counseled" yet. And there are a couple of people that have. I am seriously looking forward to getting into my center and putting to use what I have learned, and also continuing my learning. And to getting to do my job. I have never been good at all with not knowing what I am doing, and I know that we all say that and mean it, but I seriously struggle with not knowing what to do next. So, I assume that I will feel alot better in a couple of weeks.

I have to thank each of you, without the encouragement that you all provide, I really don't know where I would be. It amazes me every day when I read my comments. How lucky I am to have my own personal cheering section - and you can all bet that I am on your side, too.

I wish each of you the best possible Wednesday ever, or hump day...what ever you want to call it. I'm off to the books once again, and then to the dreams.....I'll catch you back here tomorrow! :)

11 comments:

Cheryl said...

We're all really lucky to have each other. I'm so glad that things are going well and you can see yourself in your new job. Soon....

SOUL: said...

love ya pal!
OX

desert dirt diva said...

sounds like your doing great..we all knew you could do it.....and i love having you as a friend too....thanks.

Smocha said...

If ANYONE can do this ...we all know it's YOU!

You are an inspiration to all of us!

Happy hump day!!

Foster Communications said...

I'm glad you're enjoying your learning and feeling less daunted. You'll be a total rock star, I'm sure!

Mary said...

Way to go!! Really, really proud of you. You'll be at the top before long.

fiwa said...

I always secretly wanted to be a cheerleader in high school. RAH RAH RAH!!! GO JAMIE!!

Not very inspiring, perhaps why I didn't make it? ;)

But I do know you can do this - I have complete confidence in you. I hope Mark is doing well too?

lovins,
fiwa

Golden To Silver Val said...

I hope you can share some of what you're learning with us. I had absolutely NO idea that there was so much training involved with this type of company. WOW. The biggest obstacle is if you BELIEVE in what they are all about...after they have convinced you...then the rest will come as easy as breathing. You know you have the skills...and they know it too. Big hugs. Charlotte.

ac said...

2 ... 1 ... 0

Just two more. Yea you!

Kelly Jene said...

Praise God you are getting the rest you need! That's great.

Keep it up, smarty pants, you're going to do great!!

Love you!

Gypsy said...

I always hate that when you don't know your job inside out yet. I am always very impatient to get that uncomfortable, not quite fitting you type feeling out of the way so I can ease myself into my comfortable shell...that great place where you feel in control again.

You're doing great Jamie but then there was never a doubt in my mind about that.