It is Tuesday. I completely missed Monday. It is gone. I can walk a little. I am not happy today, although I should be, as I can get of the blasted sofa today. I dreamed I was riding my bike, and I was sad when I woke up and I hadn't been riding. Stupid? Yes. But I am wondering if those days are over. Yes, I know I am having a little pity party just for me, but dammit. DAMMIT. I look at so many that take so fucking much for granted. And yet, they cannot tell me why I can't do something so freakin' simple as WALK some days. DAMMIT.
Okay, I'm over it. I am off to my job, where I am defeated before i even begin. Well, maybe I am not over it yet. That sounded pretty pathetic, too. Perhaps I had better sign off until I can blog like a "good little girl". Later.