Monday, May 14, 2007

Hmmm...

Monday....again. I swear they roll around every three days or so. It was a good weekend, although I am still looking for the relaxation that is supposed to go along with it. It was too busy, and I hate starting the week like this. But this week will be fouled up as it is, so I suppose it makes no difference. H is just now on his way to pick up D and all of her things---they should be back in the vicinity within the next twelve hours or so. I will be happy when I no longer have to worry about her or her psycho roommate, but along with that peace comes new problems and worries. It is my belief that women can rarely co-exist in the same household well. Even if they are mother and daughter. We had little problems when she was growing up, but she is now grown, and I assume, used to doing things her way. And we all know how set in my ways I am---although over the past few years, I have gotten more easy-going, (really, I think it's just more lazy) and little upsets me the way it used to. I am just really picky about my house, and that hasn't changed. You probably wouldn't know that if you could see it this morning, but i am. All things have to be put away---that's pretty simple. I am hoping that the little things like this can be managed easily so that we can worry about the big things. I really think that D lives that way, anyway. It seems that all of my kids have picked up on that, which is really rather amazing...and you would understand that if you had seen the slobs they were in highschool. I guess it will all be worked out, seems that most of the things that I worry about never happen. OS seems to think that D will be quite unhappy here, I am not sure why he says that, but I felt an insult coming on, and i didn't want to know. I don't think I am THAT bad. He then said that he was referring to the lack of things available here in Podunk. She is accustomed to city living, and this sure as hell 'aint no city. Hmmm....

My mothers day was good. I actually got a card from each of my three---and one from H! That is a first. He has always said I wasn't his mother. And he was right, although I never really understood his reasoning. But yesterday, he gave me a card for mothers everywhere- not for his wife- and I thought that was a little odd...but then he explained that he thinks that i am the best mother he has ever known. Hmmmm...

I took my Mom to brunch and to a local gambling establishment, and both my sons and GF came along. It was my mother's choice of what to do for the day. I don't think she was really up to it, although she did try. I wanted to do what SHE wanted...I feel so grateful that i still have her here for at least one more Mothers day. It was nice, I was so very tired, but it was okay. I missed having D here, but she will be here ALOT beginning tonight. Hmmm...

Because H is playing moving company again today, I am at the ICS. It will be okay, although I hate starting a day such as this as tired as I am. But there is no help for that situation until I finish the damned steroids, and i only have two more days. I am tired of the way they make me feel, but they have helped my strength, and it really is worth it. I think. Exhausted but strong. Hmmm...

I should get myself going, I have a lot to accomplish. I hope your Monday is perfect! Hmmm...

4 comments:

Beth said...

I hate Mondays too,...but then again I love Mondays cuz the kids go back to school on Mondays! YES!

We live in Podunk too, and my daughter DOES NOT want to move back here.

Beth said...

I hate Mondays too,...but then again I love Mondays cuz the kids go back to school on Mondays! YES!

We live in Podunk too, and my daughter DOES NOT want to move back here.

Amanda said...

Hmmmm...:)

SOULMANGE: said...

it's not monday anymore....are you ok? speak to us.
laterz