Another day - another fifty cents. But, I am in a better frame of mind than yesterday. I do apologize if I upset anyone, I was seriously telling it like it is, and that is how it has been, for quite some time. So, to me, it seems normal to feel the way I do. Perhaps to others, (readers), I seem a little off my rocker. And maybe i am, but i am okay. No worries.
I went shopping yesterday----I know, I know, break out the champagne and celebrate. It was hard on me, but i did it. D went with me, actually, and we had a good day. I didn't buy one thing that i needed, but I did get a great new t-shirt, and another book. Other than that, I bought things for my kiddos. It was fun, I mean, for shopping. I am just really bad at that, people piss me off more than I can tell you. I hate looking for stuff, I hate not being able to find anything, why do stores NOT put things in logical places? But, that's for another day. Suffice it to say that I did it. Yea me! The problem---I still need shoes and makeup. Uggg....
I started taking the new miracle pill yesterday, and i do have really high hopes for it. I am still here, no strange seizures, no heart palpitations, no fainting, perhaps I will be able to take it. I am hoping so---I have the strangest reaction to medications, sometimes. I just want a little of the old me back, it's funny how expectations change after a person has been through hell....a few months ago, I wanted so much more. But now, I would be happy with just a little of the old me back, I want to exercise again, I want to be able to work all day and not be in agony, I just want normal things. Again, this is me crossing my fingers. :)
I really should get myself in the shower---it is late for me. Have a great Tuesday. Out/