I have always loved the word - NECESSARY. Always. I like the look of it, the spelling and the way it feels in my mouth. (Yes, I often do think about words I love and those that I hate---yes, I know. No need to say it).
However, I do NOT like the meaning. I hate necessary things. I hate doing them, thinking about them, spending money on them. Way too much of life is doing the necessary. I want to do the completely UN-NECESSARY. I want to waste my time and money on the things that bring me joy - not the things that bring me organization, meals, things in my life that are clean, etc. I want to live in the spirit of a carefree life, but I will forever be a do the necessary first kind of girl. I have simply been made that way. Practical, pragmatic, common, BORING. And so very effing NECESSARY. I'm out. :)