Yep, I have missed you..old blog. It has been five weeks since I have written here...and my life has been good, but quiet. In some ways, I have liked it. In others...well, here I am, back again.
I am sure I have lost all my readers...but maybe, one by one, you will happen by. If not, well, in the beginning, I only wrote for me. There were advantages to it---but I did not already know all of my friends here
What have I been doing? Living. Hurting. Trying like hell to improve my life. Paying for it. But, trying. And I have succeeded, in a few ways. I have joined the gym and have begun swimming, and walking, several times a week. At first it killed my body, but it's getting somewhat easier. I still pay, but generally less. I have lost eight pounds, and that makes me very happy. I am eating better, and exercising alot..so it's all good. I have cut off all of my hair. It's gone, and I love it. I bought a new car. New to me...anyway. :) I have been working, and swimming and being grandma when I can. It's been fun. I am generally happy, but lonely, sometimes. I am still in never-never land, with Mark. Not really married, but not single. A decision is coming, I can feel it..we have talked about it, but nothing is final so far. Neither of us are happy together, but we have not yet been able to break away, either. The time is coming.
So, what's been going on with you?