Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Want cheese with that?

Consider this a warning....

I am going to whine in this post. I am going to whine like a two year old. I don't like whiners. I can't stand being around them, so I feel it necessary to warn you so that you may stop reading now.

I hurt. I hurt so bad this morning, I have tears running down my face, and didn't even know it. I hurt everyday, but this morning the pain is monumental. Why? I don't know, can't say, there is no reason for it. I am sure it stems from my back which is particularly bad, but both of my legs are either burning or I can't feel them in places. My hips are clicking with each step and the top of my right foot is on fire. Want to hear about my knees? No, I didn't think so. Even my hands are giving me problems.

Anyone feel like doing twenty-five to life? I volunteer to be your target...

not really.

Happy Humpday.


Bina said...

I'm so sorry!!! I can't imagine being in that much pain constantly. When I had my kidney stones and had NO idea what was wrong with me, I was curled in bed, freezing, throwing up, with an ice pick (not really) stuck in my belly and I begged my husband to hit me on the head with a sledge hammer.

I hope you feel better soon!!!

Bina said...

Hey, I was just looking and don't see "follow this blogger" or whatever it is. Do you not have it on your blog?

SOUL: said...

i feel for ya-- you know i do.

want my two cents? prolly not-- but you can't escape it-- well you could, but you won't :))

anyhow-- you know what helped my legs? after suffering for almost two years , similar to you. i wouldn't ever say worse-- cuz i don't think mine ever got that bad.
anyhow-- ask your doc-- you have a pain mgmt doc right? that's the doc who does these on me--
ask him about the
"lumbar steroid epideral"
that is the one thing that actually went right so far with all the things i've been trying lately.
you should see me truck thru the mall with my kid :)) i never thought i'd do it again. i may still not keep up with you on a good day-- but it makes me feel loads better when i'm out with the fam here. not like i'm holdin up - or like i'm 90 years old.

so anyhow-- they do em on your neck (cervicle steroid epideral) - and other areas too-- i've just not had much luck with those--

but when they did it to help my legs? it was a miracle-- and one i thought would be another waste of time-- and cause for more pain.

well, guess where i'm goin if the ole legs start gettin out of hand again?

really-- it causes little to no pain -- and literally - you have nuthin to lose-

hope you feel better today-
i see you made it thru your rough day-- i'm happy for that-


Moohaa said...

I am so sorry you are hurting. I don't know if you remember, but I do understand. My back/leg pain is intense and lately has been super bad. I've offered to be my husbands target practice many times. No luck for me.

I'm glad you did whine.. it helps to get it out, to try and make others understand the depth of the hurt and frustration we feel every day.

Gentle hugs and prayers for relief.

Lena said...

I struggle dealing with my knee pain, so I can't even imagine dealing with all the pain you have.

I know when I was at the hotel and went into the hot tub, I felt so good. Maybe there is a spa you could go to once in a while to give yourself a break?

Take care and feel better.

Soul's remedy sounds like it helped her a lot!

Cheryl said...

You wrote this post early this morning. I can't imagine going to work feeling like that. It sounds bad enough that you should have seen a doc today. Could you try Soul's treatment? I hope that somehow you're better this evening.

I'm thrilled that you had a wonderful time with your sisters. Is it a big trip for them? I'd love to hear that they visit more often.

Gypsy said...

Dear sweet Jamie, there is nothing I can say that would help or make you feel better but whine as much as you want. Sometimes we just have to let it out. We can't be brave every minute of every day and it's unfair to expect that of ourselves.

I'm glad you had such a lovely time with your sisters. You deserve to have some happy days.

I've just been admiring your little grandbaby in the side bar. Isn't he precious? I bet he brings a lot of joy to your life.

Jules said...

Awhhhh Jamie are you feeling any better today? I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

LL Cool Joe said...

Ouch, ouch, nice to come to a blog where someone's having a whinge. It makes me feel better when I do, which is most of the time.

I hope you better real soon. I shouldn't be happy that you are whinging really.

Leann said...

I am so sorry you are not feeling well. Being in pain sucks! My thoughts and prayers will be with you and I hope the epideral is a possibility for you. It sounds amazing.

Lynx217 said...

I hope you find something that eases the pain, whether it's how someone else does it or not. For your sake, I hope you find relief.