There are so many things happening at once, I am overwhelmed. I know you all think I've lost it, and don't feel bad, I do too. But I don't believe I will be selling cars after all, I had another job offer yesterday, one that is even better suited to this old lady's lifestyle. And that is the only reason I am not taking the job, it has nothing to do with the fact the car dealer I interviewed with on Tuesday texted me last night at eleven thirty pm----eleven thirty pm in the blessed DEAD of NIGHT---to tell me he would be looking for me in the training class this morning! I was irritated beyond belief, he was supposed to call yesterday---and yes, I know that one half hour before midnight was still yesterday---but he was supposed to call and let me know whether my attendance was required under the circumstances at the ICS. When I did not hear from him, my assumption was that they had decided that I was not worth the risk, health-wise. So, imagine my surprise when I got that text. Had the job meant that much to me at that point, I would still manage to go this morning. Or frankly, if it was that important, I would have called him...but really this other offer seems better for me. I seriously do think I am losing my mind...what or if any I have left. I have never been this wishy washy in my life...and I am surprised at myself. I believe I have just gotten lazy, and mostly, I do not want to work. That is not an option for me at this time, so I have got to get my act together. Bear with me friends, I will get it all in one sack soon. UGH.
Steph's dad passed away last night. My heart breaks for her, although it was time..he was in so much pain, and the family has been on such a roller coaster with him for so long. She called at one-forty-five...and she sounded pretty good under the circumstances. She is certain that he is now with the baby...and I liked that idea just fine.
I am off to the ICS. I am tired. Ugh. Have a happy Thursday. :)