So, I REALLY can't keep up with this week. Wednesday already? Hell. Of course, that may be due to the fact that i have been laying on my couch for days, doing (legal) drugs. Pain killers. That. don't. kill.the.pain.
I went in to work on Monday, was only able to make it a few hours, but i did get a little accomplished, then pain ran my ass right back home. It was nice because we were closed, no one to bother me...Then I went into work on Tuesday, it was A Monday times one hundred...A Monday on steroids.....anything that could go wrong did, and that was at 8:05...I was back home, on the couch, by noon. Yes, I have TONS to do, and no, it really doesn't matter because I am dying, and when you are dying...little else is important. Owner left yesterday for California, so the whole place is up to me, and i have GOT to get my shit together. I had to do a car deal over the phone, and let me tell you, it's hard to know what a trade in is worth when you can't see it, and you are high on Vicoden...might be a pretty good time to trade, if you are the buyer. :)
I have only experienced pain of this magnitude one other time in my life, and that was when I had blown five of the lower discs in my back, months and months before, and gradually, the pain became unbearable, I was unable to walk then, too. I would think that would be a good sign that a doctor might want to do an MRI of my lower back, but so far, none agrees with me. The pain does not FEEL the same, but it became absolutely unrelenting, sort of like it is becoming now. I only hope it lets up a little so that i can function for a couple of weeks, this cannot continue. I have too many depending on me at work....holy holy hell.
And that is my life recently. Want to trade? Over and Out.