Saturday, May 26, 2007

A little

I have had my coffee and cheerios, the world looks a little better this morning. A little. I am thinking that I may be getting used to the new medication, I slept a little better last night---and sleeping has never been too easy for me. And my attitude feels a little better today. A little. My pain, at night anyway, has been pretty bad. This medication takes awhile to get on the full dose, if it is going to help, then I am sure I will need to increase the dosage, but it has to be done gradually. Right now, I will take any positive sign, I think that's called desperation. Hmmm...

I was too tired and sick when I got home last night to do anything but fall on the couch. I am so tired of being that way. I feel like I am missing my life, and really, who knows how long that will be? I have always lived the saying "I can sleep when I am dead". But lately, I guess I am too old to live that way. You all know I never miss a Friday night out, at least out to dinner, but recently I have been in as much as not. Damn. Getting old sucks.

Work is really kicking my ass lately, and I suppose that has alot to do with it. The stress level there is way beyond high, but hopefully, things are about to improve. I will be there again this morning, and then at the Ice Cream Store this afternoon. I only have to work until four ----and maybe I will still be alive enough to do something, anything tonight. Maybe.

I think I slept funny last night---my neck has a crick the size of Texas in it. Do you ever wonder what the hell you do when you are asleep? I can wake up with the damnedest pains...

My phone rang FOUR (4) times last night, from a caller that said PRIVATE. I answered, but no one was there, it is a cell phone, so I thought it might be a lost connection..but then it rang again, the same thing, and again, the same thing, and one more time, and the same thing. It was about ten pm, it made me wonder what the hell? I never have PRIVATE callers, and maybe it was a wrong number, but FOUR (4) times????? And me, being me, worried about that for quite awhile.

I am off...my rocker...no--I am off my my high horse...no---I am off my medication...no---I am off to my day. That's it! I wish yours to be great, and mine, too!

5 comments:

CCC said...

A good night sleep is what we all need, I think. I hope you have fun tonight. Save up some energy for yourself and don't work too hard. ;)

Josie said...

Loved your sign-off, sounds like you started the day in a pretty good mood, all things considered. I hope that at some point you can find a way to reduce the stress in your work life, stress has such an impact on our medical issues. And yes, I second your thoughts on getting old... it sucks! Do you get a day off tomorrow - or aren't there any of those on your calendar?

SOULMANGE: said...

my daughter gets...and makes...a lot of private calls. did you get any calls like this before your daughter moved back? i know there is a huge age difference in our girls... but still.. girls will be girls... you know how phones and girls are. ask if she has anyone mad at her... or maybe afraid to ask for her on the phone. oooo..... a new boyfriend????
hope ya feel like goin out tonight. relax, have fun.
i actually fished in the rain today! ... go see :))

Alissa said...

You know stress adds to your aging process, so you should cut that down to a minimum.


Now, I'll just go forward that comment to myself, before it's to late...

I hope your day turned out well.

Amanda said...

I loved the sign-off sentence too. Just gotta respect an overworked woman who still has her sense of humor! :)