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IT'S SIX O'CLOCK IN THE BLESSED AM...DO YOU KNOW WHERE YOUR Z's ARE?

Because mine seem to be missing. I haven't seen them in some time....seriously, I am hoping they come home soon. I am freakin' tired. TIRED. My eyes burn with fatigue, even now, after I supposedly have had a night's sleep.

Most of the reason in my good old buddy Pain, has been partying waaay too much, and kept my Z's from coming around. My Z's have to have the right conditions to come home. Things here just haven't been conducive. I am up at all hours, roaming my small square footage, trying to walk off the leg pain, or at least keep ahead of it. Of course, that doesn't work. Tears don't work, either. Praying---sometimes that helps. As do the drugs usually, for a while. Not always, though. Sometimes it just doesn't matter what I do. Pain parties are just not a good time.

In other news...

I think I am too tired to tell you. All I know right now is that my neck just might fall off...I'm fairly certain my head will go with it. Wish me luck.

I'm gone.