Saturday, July 09, 2011

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

IT'S SIX O'CLOCK IN THE BLESSED AM...DO YOU KNOW WHERE YOUR Z's ARE?

Because mine seem to be missing. I haven't seen them in some time....seriously, I am hoping they come home soon. I am freakin' tired. TIRED. My eyes burn with fatigue, even now, after I supposedly have had a night's sleep.

Most of the reason in my good old buddy Pain, has been partying waaay too much, and kept my Z's from coming around. My Z's have to have the right conditions to come home. Things here just haven't been conducive. I am up at all hours, roaming my small square footage, trying to walk off the leg pain, or at least keep ahead of it. Of course, that doesn't work. Tears don't work, either. Praying---sometimes that helps. As do the drugs usually, for a while. Not always, though. Sometimes it just doesn't matter what I do. Pain parties are just not a good time.

In other news...

I think I am too tired to tell you. All I know right now is that my neck just might fall off...I'm fairly certain my head will go with it. Wish me luck.

I'm gone.

9 comments:

welcome to my world of poetry said...

Pain and myself are old friends, back pain from surgery I had years ago plus arms, legs and shoulders.
It's annoying when it disturbs your sleep as then you feel tired during the day.
I hope you will get some relief soon.
Enjoy your week-end.
Yvonne.

ain't for city gals said...

Jamie, I feel for you...I just don't think I could handle all that pain...it must be so draining on your body and spirit. Wishing you better days...

On the Road Again said...

Oh, I know those nights Jamie, they are horrible. You have to find a way to get a good night's sleep it will mean all the world to handling your pain. Have you talked to your Dr. about something to help you sleep? I am lucky that two Tylenol PM's help me. I hope you have a good weekend sweetie.

Coffeypot said...

Get a fifth of Jack Black and a bendy straw, put the bottle between your neck and a pillow and sip your way to sleep. You won't even feel the pain...till you sober up. But you will sleep well.

Josie said...

Damn I hate that Pain in the neck guy who keeps hanging out with you. He's a theif for sure, stealing your sleep, your energy, and your fun. I think we all need to put our hearts and minds together and pray him out of the picture, I'm putting my two cents in with the Almighty for sure!!

In the better moments, have you had any luck finding a new place to live?

Beau's Mom said...

Constant pain makes us subconsciously hold our muscles tightly and that makes "relaxing enough to fall asleep" impossible.

Cheryl said...

You should sleep well tonight after last night. Should, should, should. You need a good night's sleep and relief from your pain. I sure hope you get it.

Leann said...

I hope that by the time of this comment your ZZ's have come back to roost.

Ruth said...

Awww, it sucks when you can't sleep and even worse when you can't sleep because you hurt.
I hope you can get some relief soon.