It's a heartache

Okay, so hearts are broken. My youngest son's and his now ex-girlfriend to name a couple. And that is not mentioning mine. Mine is broken, too. Because of their break up. Once again, one more time...mom's heart loses. I know that I cannot and should not have any say in the relationships of my children, good heavens, I know that. But the fallout always hurts. Once more, the decision has been made, and I am left to miss the one that has been curbed. I will not discuss the actual reasons, they are not mine to tell. But it hurts me, dammit. I never deal that well with change, not when it comes to my heart. :(

Speaking of hearts, mine is sick for other reasons, too. I will know more after the appointment with the cardiologist on Friday, but apparently, I am having a second bout of percarditis, as I had one in 2003. Just for the record, the emergency room dr's think that I am not in imminent danger of dropping dead. Good to know. Ugh. Later.