In spite of the last post I wrote here, there is one area of my life that is so difficult, so gut-wrenching, that I find myself incapable and mostly unable to handle it. I cannot say what exactly I am talking about, but I can say that it does not directly involve me. But it does involve another person so very close to my heart that it might as well be me. I am not forced to deal with it very often but yesterday was once again, the chosen day. And I find myself unequipped and not capable of doing what is most likely the right thing...so I do the Jamie thing. There was a time that I believed that those two were the same thing, but now I wonder. I believe that God often puts us in the way of others, intentionally, to take the opportunity to avert disaster at a later date, and I think that is what happened yesterday. And on those occasions, I even amaze myself. Regardless of the outcome of this whole scenario in time, I know that there is no way that one awful thing can happen. I took care of that issue, for good. And in a very tiny way, that makes me feel better.