Just some images of my life lately, above. So many things seem to be going on and yet when I ask myself what, I come up empty. I move from this thing to that...and try to get back home to the place where I can be...safe? Alone? In pain, with no one to judge? Happy? Sad? All of the above I guess. I seem to be stressing a relationship or two, and ignoring others that should and do, matter. Life is always about choices and I often make all the wrong ones, for all the right reasons. Heaven knows I try. Probably way too much. The needs of others, you know. But then, I always look for the day when they don't matter. That day will never come.
I have fixed it all for years and years, but now I refuse. I will just go with it, broken or not.
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Life is just a chair of bowlies
Just some images of my life lately, above. So many things seem to be going on and yet when I ask myself what, I come up empty. I move from this thing to that...and try to get back home to the place where I can be...safe? Alone? In pain, with no one to judge? Happy? Sad? All of the above I guess. I seem to be stressing a relationship or two, and ignoring others that should and do, matter. Life is always about choices and I often make all the wrong ones, for all the right reasons. Heaven knows I try. Probably way too much. The needs of others, you know. But then, I always look for the day when they don't matter. That day will never come.
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5 comments:
Jamie, you are so beautiful. I love when you post pictures of you. (your family to)
Hang in, hang on... press forward. And remain.... forever positive.
I love looking at these little snippets of your life. Notice each picture is filled with lots of love....even the ones with the kitties. What was the celebration with all the red balloons (cherries, ha ha) and what is that big bldg in the background? Happy Hump Day Sugar....I'll be in a fog (getting eyes checked and therefore, dilated)
Great pictures! Loving the ones with babies! I guess thats the Grandma in me...lol!
great pics!
It's always great to see you. :) You do always seem so busy, and yet sometimes we all just need some time alone.
I used to make a great deal of wrong choices, but I'm seriously trying to change that and say "No, I don't want to do that!" It feels good too!
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