It all adds up to something, will anyone ever understand what?
I do not like to be pushed. Into or out of anything. If you insist, I WILL push back. Nope, I am not scary but at times I cannot be moved. Not by anyone.
I love the way that the male half of our race falls back on "I'm just a guy". What exactly does that mean? Because they have the penis, are we to excuse them from things considered human? And then, in the next breath, the female half is lumped into a mass of idiocy. I do not, never have, believe in the stereotypes. Yes, men and women are completely different. However, each of us have been given the same abilities to understand.
If you--the reader of this jumbled mess--cared about someone, anyone really, the point is caring here, wouldn't you---reader---take the time to understand what makes the person that matters tick? If this person that mattered said something, anything, and then added "it's what makes me ME", would that not be important? Just checking.
Age matters. It is not a good excuse though.
I was recently told that my belief in "the things that attract us to a person in the beginning are generally the things we end up hating about that person later" was a terrible thing to say. Perhaps. But I believe in now more than ever.
I'm learning that human connections are most important. I am also learning that they are difficult to come by, and should never be taken for granted. I have been very fortunate in my life to have had a few. Now I want the one that goes beyond measure. Most likely, it's what we all want and I know that. I have just never wanted it before.
And yes, everything DOES have to mean something. :)