I am looking ahead.
After a wonderful Christmas spent with my kids and friends, after a beautiful evening that went wonderfully well, after a quiet Christmas day, a dinner made by me for youngest and company, after a blizzard, after awesome gifts given and received, I am looking ahead.
I am looking at 2010.
I need for the new year to be quiet and smooth. I need my children to continue to grow and learn to do it themselves, just like in the past year. I need for my place of employment to level out or I need a new place of employment to find me. I need to feel better, and I will do what's required to make that happen. I need to continue to understand. I need many things, apparently. But mostly I need to stay on the current track, as I have gotten closer to the truth of ME more in the past year than in the last 49.
I like it.