Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Bah

I'm sorry for my absence, it seems I have been surrounded by negativity, by negative actions, feelings, words...and I do hate to write such things, so I haven't written anything at all. It is difficult to be positive in the middle of negative. Part of it is my own doing, most of it isn't. I am working on the part that involves me, and trying not to be influenced by the rest. So far, not much luck. There isn't one person in my immediate family who is not going through some sort of crisis or problem. The drama is killing me, to the point of pain in my chest. The more I attempt to disengage myself from the issues, the more real and problematic the issues become, and there are times when it's appropriate for mom and wife to step in and at least worry...and we ALL know how good I am at doing THAT....

Until I can think clearly, until I can get beyond my own personal bull, I am taking a blogging break. I will be back soon. Hugs, y'all. :)

24 comments:

ac said...

awwww sweetie, so sorry things are piling up on you like that. There's something Ed used to say to me when I would get overwhelmed and feel like a truck was sitting on my chest. It helped me greatly. In the spirit of friendship, I'm passing it on to you.

Lay low. It'll all blow over.

The miracle is, it always does!
Good luck to you, my friend.

Mary said...

Remember to take care of you. Sorry you're being crushed by negatives. I certainly understand. Take care of you and remember you have a friend here thinking of you.

Golden To Silver Val said...

Oh kid....the drama has spread eastward and is affecting my family too. We are all so upset and praying that things will soon be better. I just don't know how much more my daughter or I can take. Prayers coming your way. Hugs, Charlotte

CRUSTYBEEF said...

yikes!! I hope things settle down for all of you guys...there is some positive in all of it,..even if you don't see it just yet--easier said then done, I know. Take your break and as always we will be here...always!!

I hope things settle down for you sooner then later!!

sincerely,
e~

fiwa said...

I am sending you hugs. I hope you can get past the drama and that everything works out for everyone.

Please take care of yourself.

I'll be thinking of you.
lovins,
fiwa

Kelly Jene said...

Big hugs friend. You've had enough and I sure hope you are able to find a spot of peace in your life. You sure deserve it.

desert dirt diva said...

take as long as you need we'll be here,waiting for you..BIG hugs

Terri said...

:o( your burdens have been incredible lately but the reason I keep coming back is you and your infinite wisdom and upbeat personality even in the midst of all this. Only thing I can offer is prayer and the old general cliche'd sayings: time heals all wounds and a better day is on its way.

Brad said...

Sweet Lovins to you Sister - Wish I could help. Well be here when your ready.

Cheryl said...

Keep walking...that's probably the best thing you can do just for you right now. Do you listen to music? Walk and smile, that's my prescription.

Take care, friend, and come back soon.

Amanda said...

(((((((((Jamie))))))))

When it rains it pours. And just when you start thinking it ain't ever going to stop that's when it all turns around...

bonnie said...

I feel you. Take care of yourself. We'll all still be here (except me, you know how I can disappear).

Portia said...

I can relate. I hope things chill out for you guys soon. Take your time, and here, have some HUGS:) I'll look forward to hearing from you again when the time is right.

Raine said...

Sometimes it helps to blog the "crap" . Venting the negative in such a way does help many. However as you choose not to at this time, I will be waiting your return and wishing your and yours relief from these troublesome times and a positive on the wheel of fortune.

ac said...

I put something up I wanted you to see. I not leaving it up long so go take a peek.

Hope you are well! Hugs! ac

Mo said...

Take all the time you need.

Sending hugs your way (((HUGS)))

Maria said...

There must be something in the water...I feel it too and so many in blogville are taking self imposed breaks.

Hope things improve soon.

abbagirl74 said...

:) Still here and will be forever. Hang in there sweetie!

Smocha said...

Hope things are looking up!

We all miss you:)

SOUL: said...

:((

where are you

ox

Golden To Silver Val said...

Hope things are smoothing out for you, dear friend. I sure do miss your posts....hurry back soon! As for me, I hope my drama is gone for a long while. Thank you for all your sweet, kind comments.
Hugs, Charlotte

Mary said...

Just a note to say that I'm thinking of you and that I miss you. I hope your world is beginning to right itself.

CRUSTYBEEF said...

THinking of you on tuesday! Grab a cold one and have a few moments to yourself if you can!!

Elizabeth

SOUL: said...

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