So, I had this whole post written. I had all the details, all my feelings...all of it right her in this little blogging box that we all write in daily. But I could not hit the publish post button...too close to reality, too much information, all of my heart scrawled on this page...I couldn't do it. Let's just say that I am having difficulty understanding what I'm doing now, job-wise, life-wise, everything-wise. This is an unusual position for me to be in, and I am just not that good at putting my heart on these pages. So, I will have to let you know when it's all over. It's the best I can do.
Today is Mark's birthday. Wish we liked each other better than the current situation of the last few days.