Friday, August 26, 2011

Foul. Friday. Finally. Frig.

It's 4:30 in the morning, here I sit, about half-out-of-it, from a lack of sleep and two, big, fat, white pills. I have been sitting here since 2:00 am. I am tired, I am bitchy, and oh-so-fed up.

I have spent the past twenty-four hours in the bathroom. One end or the other is all I have to say about that. Not my idea of a good time and I don't know if I caught a bug or am having a reaction to the $200 super-cream. Yes, it works. It helps a little. But it is not worth what I have been through and now I don't know if I should try it again. How much of the super-scary ingredients can be absorbed into your body through your skin? I have no idea, but this stuff is a druggies wet dream, and I don't know what to do.

Yet another partial day of work missed. I worry about my job. Heaven knows I try. But trying isn't good enough.

Crunch time on being ready to move. The upcoming weekend is the last days before THE day, the following Saturday. I am trying to pace myself, hell, I can't get that right, either.

Oldest male child was home for a day and a half. He is in Iowa City now, doing what all super-restaurant-managers do best. I am proud of him, he is doing well in spite of the upheaval of the break-up. He is actually doing very well.

My stress level is off the charts with no real reason.

I am a mess.

Happy Friday.


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10 comments:

On The Road Again said...

Lord, I feel your pain. Don't ya wanna just SCREAM, go ahead, it's alright, just let it out. Now, do you feel better? No, ok, I just wanted you to try it first to see if it would work. Hope this next week let's you get some rest before the move. ;)

Janie Fox said...

oh honey I feel so bad for you. I am praying for you! There is a plan.

Beau's Mom said...

Don't say you're upset for no reason. There's ALWAYS a very good reason and you have a bunch of them and that is why you're upset.

I've had one of those "why can't the world disappear" days today myself.

Amanda Trought said...

Jamie, hope your feeling better, where there is a cloud, there is a silver lining, so they say...even in the down days, thank you for being an inspriation! Blessings, Amandax

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Jo-Anne Rambling said...

Nothing worse then spending the day either on the toilet or with your head in it............so I feel for you............I hope you feel better soon.

Moohaa said...

I am so sorry Jamie. What hell is this?! I am glad it worked, but geez, its it worth it, if that is the side effect?? I hope you are able to rest. Especially before the big move. ((hugs))

Jen said...

It's a side effect from a cream? Can you use less of the cream? Sorry you are dealing with side effects. Maybe they can give you something to counteract. Ginger works great. Benadryl works better but you should make sure it doesn't interact badly with something else you're taking. Hugs.

Cheryl said...

No fair, just no fair. I hope you find at least a twig of happiness this weekend.

Maria said...

I hope that your weekend was soothing!